An honest look at oneself.

Honest. Sometimes brutally so. Confident and perhaps arrogant at times. Insecure about certain things? Sure, everyone is, but not everyone will admit it. Emotional. Opinionated. Passionate. Capable of being the best friend, or a real big prick. Can get easily irritated. Stubborn about certain situations/issues. Creative, artistic. Funny. Caring. Giving. I expect too much out of people and usually get disappointed. A perfectionist. A skeptic. I feel isolated at times, almost alien. Independent, but love intimacy with the right person. I need attention, i need to feel important, relevant, appreciated. I need to know people DO give a shit. A lone child. That explains a lot i'm sure. I love to give more than receive, and that's the honest truth. Enjoys solitude but needs to feel connected to others. A lot of contradictions aren't there? I'm sure there's more, but that's all i got for now. p.s. I don't know what i'd do without music. The times when i feel completely disconnected from everyone I can put on the right song and feel it in my soul. It puts me at ease and gives me hope. And I always feel better in the morning, especially if the sun is out :)